Monday, December 20, 2004

My DrEAm

"WOW!", seems to be the only word i could exclaimed out of this dream, even though it is just a dream.THe dream seems so real and i could hardly breathe when i went to think the dream all over again. I just couldn't get it off my mind and part of me is acually hoping that this would actually come true.WHY? i already tell myself to stop myself from imagainating this or to believe that person once again.BUt i just can't. Don't tell me that i am already madly in love with that person. I just can't forget it. Wow! I tried so hard to convince myself to believe in that person once again. BUt everytime i does that, a turn-around event will make me feel as if i m wrong about my instinct. WHy is it a pain? i set myself so many rules so as to keep myself controlled. BUt in the revolving world, everyone is changing, even for myself. I have not keep in contact with tht person for long, i don't know if that person have changed. I don't even know why i have that dream. BUt that dream was so beautiful, i can even feel the feeling i was experiencing back then- it was breathlessly wonderous. I am speechless.
My dream was: On that particular day, i was with my friends on a vacation. We were more on the nature side of the vacation, went to stay at a resort near by. The resort is in the forest. It was raining heavily on that day so we stay in resort. We were eating together in the cafeteria . Den i was sitting beside my friend(the person), we chatted happily and the whole scencario was that the way we pass the bottle of sauce to one another. THe feeling of the touch was like i was electricuted all over and i want that feeling again. Rain stops, sun shines, we ran out of the resort with up-beat mood. WHile running, what i want to experience again came again- the touch of his hand slip into my hand and clutched tightly as we run. I stopped ,stared at him and i smiled to him.Then, i clasped my hands on to his arm and we both knew what is going on. We looked into each other's eyes with a strong mixture of feeling gently stired together.Finally.Nice. And then my dream ended with my brother calling me to wake up. You might think that it was another naive school girl who felt in love rite.. Nono.. it was not anything like that. Seeing him again and again felling in love with others make me have a strong tinkling of jealousy knotted in my heart. But everytime we chat bout it, it was difficult for me to be a fair person to speak with a fair view point. DIfficult uH? yes..

DO you want to know who is him? the clue is Look at the Sky.

tOxIc sUn reminisced on 10:51 AM