Saturday, September 10, 2005
Lala~.
Hello. How are you guys doing? Today, follow saA and friends to play pool.. Nice game. The balls on the table keep on jumping up and down when i'm playing it. 'wat a player'. anyway, it is a nice game even though we took a really really long time to end our game. I get to know sAa 's friends, they're really funny. One of them actually knew that we are pretty bored by looking at our face. Observant. yAp.. Den we proceed to Plaza Singapura.. den to town. Went Heeren, felt extreme guilty when i came out of the place. It is to the extreme. >Thanks anyway! < .. Met my parent on the way .. Den back home. It is a funny day.Guilty day too.
Yesterday, my slippers broke off when i m in JE. Trust me, it was totally EMBARASSING. I was practically dragging my feet with the slippers on across the junction.Thanks so much for sAa not leaving me but stil walking with me. =) At the end of the traffic junction, i m so giving up.. i thrown away my slippers.. and walked bare-footed. I know.. there are many many pairs of eyes.. tht's why it is so embarassing. Bought a pair of slippers.. and went to JE library. But, in the end, i end up doing nothing much.. but my nose running away..
This world, everyday 's life is merely a routine. It is like we are instructed to live our life this way. Not the way we want. It is not that anyone is forcing us. But, is that today's society is forcing us. No choice. No air. Argh.Fly.
tOxIc sUn
reminisced on 11:09 PM
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Get out.
Almost . Hi guys!. I'm so envious of the pictures of Australia when I glanced at them just now. In the photo album. I really miss those days. But, when I m in that country, I didn't realize how fortunate I m to be IN Australia. Ass me. I practically wanted to stay in the hotel for the whole stay in Australia. Why didn't I wanted to roam around the streets at that time? Why do I regret now and mourn for what I didn't do in the past? WHY? Regret isn't a 'thing' favored by everyone in this very earth. In simple terms, this word sucks. [I apologies for the rude behavior. It wasn't intentional.] Anyway, just make best out of your future. Don't mess it. Don't feel the 'thing' that sucks. Do the do's and don't the don't's.
I flipped through the pages of the photos. There goes, the poorer sight of this earth. Even though the technology there is so so much lower than Singapore, the electricity there isn't working very well, the water there isn't as clean as Singapore, the pace where the Country is going at is so so much slower than Singapore, the people there seems so contented. Their smiles on their faces compared with the smiles in faces of people living in a very economical, their smiles is just so pure happiness. Admit it, the smiles in HERE, Singapore.. Is only when people is having money and more money. But there, they smiled because.. Simply.. They ARE happy. Isn't that what we , all Humans should pursue? But.. We are just born in this materialistic side of this world, we are just growing with it each day, we seems to lost track of what is really happiness. I admit it. I 'm only happy when I 've money with me. Depressed when I have a few bucks left. Pathetic uh? ya. i think so too. See, what the environment had turn us into. Argh.Money makes the World goes round or is it Money makes the world goes WRONG? i really don know. Do you know? Or rather do you have another perspective of this ? Or agree with the above? Leave your comments yah.
[p.s i 'm in search for wisdom. =P] hahas.
tOxIc sUn
reminisced on 10:14 PM
Sunday, September 04, 2005
Hurricane Katrina
The world. Where is the earth heading to? Many people bears the thinking that the earth is near to its destruction. Is it true? Do you agree with that? hmm. if it is true, have we done enough in this earth till we leave this very land? Do we have anything left to do? Do we bear to leave this land? Our loved ones. Smiling faces of our friends. Their laughters. Everything. Do we bear to leave them all behind ?
guess not. This thought really disillusioned me from all those lovely fractionated images that i have imagined for the future. If the 'thing' about earth is not true, this motherly earth is really injured badly. United States suffers terribly in terms economically, socially and physically. In all aspects, the recent disaster, Hurricane Katrina really HIT them upside down. Countless of number of people had died during this unfortunate disaster. People who were left had lost their homes. Buildings were destroyed and the cities which were once admired by everyone was badly shaped and become uglier in sight. This tragedy had , indeed, hit everyone hard right to the heart , especially to the Americans. My sorrows and sympathy goes out to you. I've seen pictures of this disaster and it was like tearing the earth apart. Chaos everywhere. Grieves and cries were constantly everywhere.
How could this not affect anyone who comes to know about this? Next, throughout Europe, half of the whole continent's experience extreme HOT temperatures. Heat was flooding throughout the country. Volcanoes erupted. And, again, lives were lost. Mind you, is many LIVES. Not one life. But, with half of Europe experiencing HOT temperature, the other half of Europe coincidentally experiencing extreme WET weather. Frequent rainfalls lead to huge floods which resulted to the whole area to be like a water tank. Imagine your daily life be filled with YOU walking around , doing things that you life WITH water up to your knee length. Imagine how many life is distrupted? How do the vehicles move? After the whole thing, a costly repair needs to be done to the city. The economy will suffer a great blow . Not only to the Europeans, to us. TO everyone. Is this the destruction of the earth ? Or is it the God punishment for us of the selfish behaviour of ours? Or is it Us , Humans destroying one another? What is it exactly?... ...
tOxIc sUn
reminisced on 11:16 PM
Thursday, September 01, 2005
Lazy.Argh. It is the main destruction factor awaiting in my charactor. Immerging into me. Making me going lazier and lazier each day. It wants me to be it-lazy! How to dimish it away from me? Hard.
Whenever i step in or out of my house, i always notice this huge brown leather shoes sitting on the floor. As i slip my feet into the shoes, it felt like it holds great responsibilties. I tried to walk around with it. It seems hard. My feet is so small compared to my Dad's. It is not easy being him, handling everything in the house, holding the family together, being the pillar of us. A pillar which are made out of metal in the outside but i know it is wood in the inside. Guilty of agruing with him all day long .Sorry Dad.------------------------------------------------------------------------Anyway, yesterday I & E programme was wonderful. Except for asking people , persuading people to buy our products. Once the teachers announced that the I & E carnival are officially opened. People started flooding in. Everyone was dispersing into all stores. I got so worried when i see our store 'tha store' had no single soul.Then, sAa got up and shouted to promote our product and soon, others, too do the same thing. i went out to drag people to tha store. But it was pretty disencouraging when the customers just turn away or drag their friends away. before that, there was some people from other stores came and sample our gingerbread boy cookies. Of course, we receive critics. They said that our cookies aint good. It tasted burn. I began worried that our cookies isnt going to sell out. Dissapearing into that comment, soon, i saw people coming to our shop. Phew, they ordered the gingerbread. Lemonade was the best selling item of our store. But i gotto tell you, that the lemonade is not sweet but it is thirst-quenching. We, again , beneffited from the hot sun and the intense heat that it provide for us. Thanks! People asking more and more lemonade. Soon, Lemonade was officially sold out!(i thought that no one would buy the product because it is sour.phew! they did buy because it is sour.) Nice sweat. Anyway.. soon.. the gingerbread was sold out too. yay! The only things that is not sold out is the beads and marshy mallows. I don't know if we would make a profit or not cause only if the beads is sold out , by then, den we could make profit. If it does not, we would incur huge losses or stay the same. As for the marshy mallows.. i think it was due to many people is selling it. Ours seems to lose out to the compeition. i think the ever greatest thing to see when you are doing businness is that all your item is sold out at the end of the day. =)Businness isnt an easy thing to do.
tOxIc sUn
reminisced on 11:11 AM