Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Piss off... yes.. indeed.. i was... todae is the most of the most terrible, horrible day i ever had.Oh my,... todae.. while i was teaching my friend on maths.. all of the sudden that wonky -donkey appeared right infront of me when the moment i turned my head... yaya... den the very next thing he did was to finger me and said:" YOu, go down there and stand.". At that point of time.. i was so embarassed.. i saw many pairs of instense looking eyes looking forward to my direction as i make my way down... it was so so very damm embarassing... i decided.. since mr wong did not check on me.. and there was high possiblity that he forgotten.. so i intend to hide behind the pillar... but unfortunatlly.. the worst sight came-him... and once again .. he pointed and asked me to stand in front of all the students.. ya right.. whatever... that's what i was thinking... but the worst was not over ya... MS lau (DM) came and reprimanded me on my fringe being to long and asked me to buy a clip and clip it.... YA RIGHT!...tht was what i was thinking den.. but in a more irritated manner... i make my way down.. get my hair clip and make my way up... but... a smile crawled to the side of my lips tht there was not a single sight of mr wong.. how glad i m... and once again.. i hide behind the pillar...and.. oh no.. here he comes... and he did the same thing... den i do what i was instructed to do so.. it was so...eekk.. i hate that kinda of embarrassment... Minutes or even seconds from that moment onwards.. was sooo sooo difficult to pass... it felt like hours... i was like... when is it going to end.... den aafter everything... I stil have to go and see that wonky for 5-minutes detention-- like that he oso feels as if he done something... further more.. during recess.. ms lau caught my hair being to long agian.. and scolded me again.. but its okae.. .i think that the chem test will turn out badly... sob.. den after when i return home... and oso back to my original-happy- mode.. as todae is my brother's birthday.. i spent quite a no.of time on the presnet.. and i hoped he liked it... but he dissapoint me again by shouting and behaving like a hooligan... haiz.... i hope this day would never come again... it was a torture day.tOxIc sUn reminisced on 10:46 PM
Monday, September 06, 2004
Me oR wHO exACtLy is ChangIng?
tOxIc sUn reminisced on 12:54 PM
Friday, September 03, 2004
Holidays might be one of the greatest events that a student normally enjoy..But unfortunately, to me... it is almost equivalent to not having holidays at all as almost everyday of the week i am returning to school and for long hours... Oh man! sometimes, i always ponders around my thoughts... aren't holidays supposed to be a resting week for the student after so many months of non-stop work... IT Should Be... but apparently... it does not (to the teachers) argH!...i so much guess that.. holidays was simply worse than other school days... Oh right, enough of this unhappy bussiness... last week ago.. there was a basketball tourement... amoung the hockeys,band,red cross... and of coz, the basketball gals... due to the past memories on the captain ball thingy... i was actually not-at-all confidence that we could at least win a team, especially red cross... the feud wif them was already piss-me-off ..geez.. i should not have said that... (so blunt of me).... nevermind.. but then, something brought a smile on my face( as well as others in my team) that brings hope and encouragement to me... the sec 3s in red cross were not participating ... hurray... the whistle beeped... and my heart flopped upside down.. and then back to the original postion... the competition , at that time i thought was okay, was now getting pretty violent on both teams... with the confidence that boosted us earlier on, we began re-couquering the ball whenever it fall into our oppenent's hands... soon... a girl in our team -Ximin, nice , easy going tall girl captured the ball in her strong hands and let it fly over and inside the net ... the ball fly up in the air.. and soon.... reaching it rightful place that we thought... YiPpy... we scored..... a minority of the band members there cheered at us... i felt that strong urge not to let down Band and instead... strives for it..... the competition started again... with the red cross memebers felt even more determined than ever.. .wanting to beat us down.... but... with the ball always escaping their hands... it is difficult... den.. the ball was wif Caroline (tall ,sporty gal in percussion section) threw the ball into the net and.... WE ScORe...I can feel the joy in all our hearts that beated together as one.... soon.. at the second half of the game... my greatest nightmare came.... A sec 3 gal from red cross... highly expertise in the basketball... came in.... OH god.... BUT.. we musn't let this unexpectedly surprise beat us down... nah! NO way to them!..... we play more harshly and violently as before... with the senior... red cross was getting even with us... we have to fight back... with the last few moments of the game...we have to sustain.. so that we can win... we hold the ball as long as we could until we heard the most louding beep sound that rang thru my ears... and I cheered.... WE won the first round.. .we won.... to others.. it might not be a big deal.. but it is to me.... i felt so proud of band.... finally..... we won the first round..... it is definely not simply... in the past few matches... red cross VS hockeys (red cross win) den Band VS Basketball girls (they win)... den next we fight with red cross again.... and we won..... hurray again..... that won us the second postion.... it was very satisfying for us.. i must sae.... den next... again.... the BAsketball girls.... oh no.... tough match... with a lot of shouting....no such thing as giving way in that match.. no hestitation..... team work can be felt thru them..... wow!>... but of coz.. they won.... but nvm.. its okae.... it is so obvious... through that game.... i suffer from bruiese and... its ok... BUT until now... the results is not even annouced... i felt so ... eerrr.. darn... so....damm it... i juz don noe how to explain... grr.... i gtg.... it is late...tOxIc sUn reminisced on 10:03 PM
