Saturday, October 29, 2005
Yo yo. Back. So for not updating. i m so ****ing lazy. Sorry to all. especially saA.Months, weeks , days flew so easy. They fly like nobody's business. Ya. It is no one's businness. 1 more month. I can sleep whenever i want. I can shop when ever i want. I can do whatever thing i want. Graduation day also flew with it. Not much. Didnt really make me shed a tear. But .., first time as a audience, i watched the band played the song , along side by side with their instrument, it make me flew. They was great. The song was great. saa and me drew on a card holder our classmate name on it. It was kinda simple but it was swweet!. babe came out with some fishes. Mrs choo give us all cards with her msg on it. It was cool.
I miss my classmate so so much.
I miss my daughter.
I miss my sexy lady.
I miss my boyfriend.
I miss my babe.
I miss my sexy lady' boyfriend.
I miss EVERYONE.
I miss the days when we struggled for art.
It was a sweet memory.
There were laughters everywhere.
Happy. But anxiety was all in us.
I miss the times in class.
I miss when i was crapping in class.
Get me over with this feeling.
It was making me miss them more.
DUH!
tOxIc sUn reminisced on 10:09 PM
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Things are getting warm up pretty soon. Soon, the big ' O' would arrived and soon be over. This year passes fast ,however, not exactly SMOOTH. The country that suffered the most , I guess , is Indonesia. However, the admirable thing about this country is that they still climb up slowly instead of letting go. The man behind all this, is their president. He deserved to be praised. I take my hat off him. Imagine, all of the sudden, a series of unfortunate events happened in his country susequently. Firstly, again and again terriosm bombing followed by fuel hike, bird flu. JI.. etc. MANY. It is not a kinda of problem we could solve overnight. Imagine the impact of all these events to his country. HUGELY negative. Morever , a very heavy one. Their tertiary industries, especially those who required services would be a big hit. People tend to shun away from Indonesia as it is a targeted terrorist site. Bird flu hit the country. Many lives lost. An urgent need of doctors, nurses and medicines. In face of this, many would give up and walked away and let the country ROT. But the thing is the president did not give up , instead he introduced more suggestions to improve the country. With that, he gained respect from countries all over the world for coping with the present situation. He deserved that man.All right. Enuf of that.
Finished ART. Phew, it was like a weight off me. Finally gone. I am gonna flunk my practical man. My physics section. IT is horribly done. As,
the QN state: write your ans in 0.01secs accuracy.
The stopwatch shown-> 0:03.
I thought it is like that->o.o3 secs. [BUT there is not such thing as 0.03 sec. It didnt occured ME at that point of time]
Actually the stopwatch meant-> 0 hr, 0 min, 3 sec.
I should leave my answer->3 sec.
See, how foolish i was.
ALAMAK man. [imagine 1/2 of the entire paper mark is gone. Just like tht.]
Oh my dearest god!
SAVE ME
tOxIc sUn reminisced on 10:30 PM
Monday, October 03, 2005
Argh. Shut that off man. Today, what a day! IT was just a terrible and everything-goes-wrong day. A day of day that i would never ever want it. again. It starts off with yesterday- Stayed at home so happily. Watching TV from 5-12 plus. Long uh? Geez, anyway, it slipped off my mind that i have to hand in my canvas on MONDAY! which is today. I started rushing like one mad lady . But then again, i slackened by having some breaks here and there. I painted real slow. No progress at all. Finally, i have given in to my bed which is soo tempting. At that time, it was going between 1am or 2. [cant really rememeber]. Lie down on my bed and drifting off to sleep when i know that my art is not EVEN completed . So i set the alarm -3.30am. But, it never rang. Strange uh? Its okae. By the time i realise it was time to wake up , it was 630.SO awfully late. And everything is in a great mess. I have not pack my bag. my art stuff. my uniform. EVERYTHING. Went in the toilet, found out that the Heater wasnt working. I've experienced tht icecy water running and landing on my skin. It was freaking COLD. Rushing here and there. Leaving home for school when halfway i remember that i forgotten to bring my art stuff. ITs okae. FINE. i rushed off. When i reached school. Fat came to ask me what happen to the back of my uniform. TO my horror, i took the wrong set of uniform- it is the uniform which i overheated it with iron while watching TV.Lesson learnt: Don't do anything else other than ironing when you are ironing your clothes or it would ended up WRONG!
Man oh man! Sign. Simply embarassing.Imagine having a black burned hole at the back of the shirt visible to anyone's view and critics, how would you feel? My hair was in a totally mess. I slept in Chinese lesson [as usual] and always MR Ang would knock on my table .. asking me to wake up. It was simply a little irritating when u are disturbed by your sleep. When in art lesson, i was reprimanded so seversly that i would knock my self up. It was like so demoralising. Many ppl witnessed that scolding from Ms Ang. After that, i slackened off the whole lesson doing nothing but talking. I forgotten to bring the acrylic paints for saa. sorry ya. It was just so messed up in tha morning. Got scolded again and again and again. FINE. It's okae. Next, my Prelims is horribly done. Results was heart brokening. Poor.Weak.
Rushed home after school. DON't wish to have another series of unfortunate events. But, upon reaching home, i quarrelled with my Dad. And, got reprimanded again.i'm sorry. I know i 'm in the wrong. Heater wasnt working. Everything was in a bad shape.
BAD. WORSE. WORST.
Sorry to y'all if i 've irritated you in any way.Or my forgetfulness' ve make y'all felt so pissed off. it wasnt intentional.
Next,terrorist is striking again with a recent bombing in BALI. again. what exactly will the terrorist benefit from this? More bloodshed? with unnecessary sacrifice? It wasnt fair. I condemned these behaviours[terrorist].Now, indonsia's gpd would really fell hard on the ground. WIth their economic going way down due to the recent terrorist attack, obviously lesser ppl would prefer to go to indonsia for a investment or holiday since the secrurity there is real bad. This would be a big blow towards the tourism industry and of course, the country's economic. My deepest condolences goes out to the people affected. I beg the terrorists to realise soon what they are doing now is way too wrong. Please realise that ... don't go wrong anymore. it must be stop.
FInished reading Harry Potter and the half blood prince. It was sad.
tOxIc sUn reminisced on 5:50 PM
