Friday, May 19, 2006

All i have.

Be without you.- Mary J.Blige

Beautiful song. Love that songs lots.

About today, it was totally embarassing. Sighs. First scandal- i don't think i 've the courage to blog it out. I EXPOSED something unknowingly . Second scandal- During maths lecture, i was so so so sleepy to continue to listen to those mathematical terms. My mind could hardly keep up with what the lecturer is saying. To me, he is like singing a lullaby song to me.My eyelids are so tempted to close my mind up. Before i went to sleep.. i saw Nicholas's head on the table sleeping . If i'm not wrong. On seeing that.. , i drifted into a sleep too. Not a deep one..

The climax is ... when i woke up, Jia Hui who was sitting beside me told me that while i was sleeping, my eyelids were not fully close and that she thought that i wasnt sleeeping at all. Next, she said that i snored. BUT .. i feel that i'm not because i didnt hear anything. Eh. very embarassing ok. She den said that it was a very soft one. Only when she was near me, she could hear . I think she is fascinated watching me sleep. Malu man. Another one was that.. I drooooled a lil.. less than a 1/2 of a spatula at the side of my mouth. Derek said that in the blog, we should exaggerate more.. in the sense, instead of a spatula.. should say all over the table.

Oh man. This blog should not be viewed by you guys. Shy man.

Yesterday, i was on the phone with Fatt! You could hardly imagine how happy i was.wah. i miss her so much. I cant bear to hang up the call . Before i reach home which is after Primers, i went to JP to find Dinie ! We crapped all the way and DINIE gave me the republican sticker. [fatt, don be jealous.] Today .. he would be going to malaysia for camp. So goood. Unfortunately,SP don provide such camping service.

I think my CCA would be Primers. The people there rock my life. Why? By this guy. He is a working adult. around mid twenties. Imagine.. at this age, most adults would be slogging their guts out when on work.. and when after work, they will retire at home. This guy, he is a Volunteer. Yet, he is a working adult. Eh, to be in charge for the whole Primers is not easy task. You need lots of commitment. Overseas trip , camp stuff... etc.This guy.. instead of retiring at home to sleep and stuff, he came to be in this .

i asked him why?
he said:" i want to see young adults like you guys grow."

For you guys, you might think it is a ordinary statement. But, tell me, how many people in this world can do that? to be able to give selflessly? Very few.
tOxIc sUn reminisced on 7:49 PM